Myself

I have come a long way from being an insecure woman with extremely low self esteem to where I am today. I still do hear the little voice in my head telling me that I am not good enough, that I am guilty of things, that I am wrong, etc but I intend to stub out all these negative voices soon. I have to amputate all the toxic influence in my life. I am sick and tired of constantly beating myself up and sinkig into depression from all these negativity. I need to focus on the positive from now on. I need to get rid of this recurring depression and self doubts. I need to detox myself of all the bitterness, anger, guilt, negativity, low self-esteem, etc from myself. I need to be reborn to be a positive, happy person because I deserve that. I should not allow other toxic people to drag me down again.

I need to focus on the positive side of things right now. Be it my thoughts, my words, anything that surrounds me. I believe I will feel this through my actions. As long as I ACT happy, I will feel happy. Act and I will feel. I believe that.

I need a new direction for myself. Putting myself at the bottom of my list and listening to negative people say bad things about me is ot exactly gona boost my self-esteem. I believe a positive attitude is a good start. Get rid of the negative influence and walk towards the light. I realise my I have made my world so small that I have allowed myself to ne trapped in a small space full of negative energy and bad feelings. I have to step out of this box and widen up my life in order to feel better and to function better and to recapture the zest that I used to have. I NEED to be myself again. I NEED to believe in myself again. I NEED to be proud of myself again. I AM proud of myself and I appreciate being ME no matter what others tell me. I believe that I will be OK. I will be. I AM STRONG. I AM. I will be OK.

Be loving to myself , that's so important. Only allow good things, do not allow the bad things. Do something good for myself everyday. Mix with positive people who will not