Depression

Depression is anger without enthusiasm. Depression is anger gone inward. How true. I am angry that I am unable to change the situation. That's why the depression. Cos I dun have a solution at the moment. I must admit I am angry with everything right now. Maybe enhanced by my PMS. I am so weary. Sick and tired of doing things I should do but hate. I feel bored out of my mind and I hate to have no companionship. Sick of cooking. I super hate. I hate having no food. I hate being stuck here. I hate my marriage. It is boring beyond words. No connection at all. I kinda give up on it already. Anger is slowing overwhelming all aspects of my life. I am just so freaking tired. I know I have no solution at the moment..that's why the depression. I hate to be depressed. I am so immobilised. I am in a total state of inertia. Dun have motiation to do anything. Burnt out. I woner whether I need to see a psychologist or somehting. But even if I see one....what can he do for me except sedate me so that I dun think about my current situation. Is that really helpful?

Can he help me get out of this situation?
I can only help myself now...............
I am just so angry with this man. He is a total useless person. Can't even make a decision at all. I freaking hate him at the moment. Totally immatured. I cant even have a mature conversation with him. He has no empathy whatsoever.

So tired...how? How to face another day?