I used to be such a big perfectionist. I want everything to be the way I want it to be. I want things to be almost prefect. I wanna be in control. Can I? Is this realistic?
Of cos not. I guess I am too burnout and tired trying to keep up the so called "perfectionist image" that I have in my brain. I have to accept the fact that I cannot control everything. I have to let go of the idea that I can be a pefectionisht and that it is possible cos it is definitely not possible.
I am not perect. I can never be perfect. SO why am I dreaming of the perfect life when there is no such thing as a perect life in this world?
I have to let go of all the resentment and bitterness for my own well being. I forgive not for the sake of others but for the sake of myself. I have to let go and forgive. If not, I will be equivalent to swallowing poison everyday and expecting the other person to die.
When the person is enjoying life, relaxing, eating like a kig, sleeping and snorng and happily watching tv...I am simmering in anger here. Totally overwhelmed by resentment and bitterness and destroying my health in the process. Is it worth it?
Why not just let go of the whole thing and enjoy my life and relax. Revenge is sweetest when I am living my life well and to the fullest and be in good health. No point destroying myself for another person who is like that....not worth it at all.
I have so many problems. Why add to them? Better to just take things easy and relax and live moment by moment with innerpeace and happiness.
Life is too fragile. Life is too short. SO!!!! Just let go......be happy now.....enjoy now...while u still can.
No time for negativity.
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