Coming out of the dark

I have been stupid. I have been so badly influenced by this person. No more. I know the truth now. Now I know.

Now I am going to focus on myself and be what I used to be. I am a good and kind person. I know I am. I need to be like that again. I need to walk out of the depression of this relationship. I need to move on for my own sanity ad survival. I will be a much calmer person after coming out of this darkness.

I need to go for counselling. I need to be financially independent. I need to take good care of myself...physically, mentally and emotionally. Eat better, exercise, keep a peaceful mind and a loving heart. I need to be near to friends who are positive and supportive and stay away from destructive people. I need to have faith in God again. I nned to trust God and His Will again. I need to rebuild my life. I know that I can do it. I am going to give myself one year dedicated to my healing. I need to get some help for my OCD. I need to destress and relax more and not sweat over the small stuff. I NEED TO TRUST MYSELF AGAIN MOST IMPORTANTLY. I need to have tge HOPE and believe in myself again. I need to move on to a more peaceful and calmer way of life.

Happy days..............