Depression

I have forgotten when did this depression start. I have been so enthusiastic in the begining. Giving 110%. Being a perfectionist and doing everything I should. I have been a responsible and overall happy person. Although I dun quite accept or like what I was doing..I was doing it well. Yet..when did this depression start?

WHen I was stressed and have ocd? How can I reverse the situation? How do I go back? How can I heal myself? I need a miracle.

I will be healed. I will have my miracle. I will be 100% well again. That will be my goal from now. I need to take good care of myself. I dun wanna suffer anymore.