Pathetic

Sometimes I find myself really pathetic. Really. I hate all my unnecessary suffering. Why should I accet the egative energy of others. I have decided that I should be emotionally detached from all sabotagers from now on. No point allowing them to drag me down. Why should I give them permission to drag me down.

As the song goes, " You are beautiful no matter what they say...words can't bring you down.........." Yeah....Why Should I depend on other people's approval or actions for my won happiness? They can be as immatured as they want. I want NO part of that. No point. I will not accept the negative energy from that man particularly.

Life is still worth living. He has given me so much unhappiness for years. I guess I am really sick of being at his mercy for that. Why should I be ? Who does he think he is anyway? So for now...not matter what he does...it will not bother me anymore. I will not accept negative energy amymore.

Life is still filled with love. Kindness still helps. Be kind to myself and to others. I will definitely be kinder to myself. As to others..I will only be kind to those who truly deserve my kindness. Yeah...I am wiser. Not as dumb or soft-hearted as before.