My Role Model

She is definitely my role model. If I can look like her at her age....wow.
I wanna aim to look like her at that age. I wanna tone upself up..keep young. Maintain. Keep a positive outlook. Live my dreams. Stop worrying.

My OCD is due to my anxiety ad my anxiety is due to my inability to relax. I need to RELAX. I need to get over my anxiety...heal my OCD.

Take up some new hobbies....Have some times to myself relaxing.....Exercise.....................treat myself better.

Stop having angry outbursts. Destructive anger is just too damaging. Very damaging to my physical health also. Need to do more things to keep myself happy so as to keep my hormones balanced.

I cannot go on in this state anymore. I need to heal myself.
Starting NOW.