I have really changed. I cannot explain exactly how but I have. And I have changed for the worse I feel. I duno. I have become a totally different person ....to a more bitter, selfish, untrusting and a more fussy person. I used to be so spontaneous and free-spirited. Now I am unhealthily orderly. Which freaks myself out . I dunno how to explain but I have changed for the worse. I have.
I am now burnout, self-absorbed, controlling, naggy, bitter...everything I hope I wont be. Above all, I have OCD now. I saw a woman with OCD once and I did not wanna be like her. Now I am almost.............. I dun wana be like my mom...and now I feel I am heading there. Sigh..I had better chill or else............
I am speechless. I can't believe that this is happening to me. I have changed so much the past 5 yrs that I can't recognise myself anymore. I really do not like the ME now. I prefer the ME before. What has happened to me?
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