Pull myself together

I need to pull myself together. I need to get out of this depression. Do appreciate what I have right now. Learn gratitude.

FInd some new hobbies to keep myself happy. Do things that I like to do. Do things that I SHOULD do and learn to enjoy it. Have the discipline to do the things that I should do so that I can do the things that I wanna do. Everyone has to work, like it or not. So might as well enjoy my work rather than repelling it and resenting it.

Take everything as a challenge. Life will be boring otherwise. Dun need to be so prim and proper or to be so in control of everything. Being in control is only an illusion. No one can be totally in controlof everything. So let go and go with the flow rather than against it. Just BE and let things unfold themselves and be an observer and go with the flow. Let things be.

Learn to relax and not be stressed out. Stress brings uopn too many negative stuff. Better to cope with stress. Learn to relax and be contente in all occasions. Dun analyse or ponder too much. Be careful, yes... but dun try to do everything myself cos that is not possible.

New interests : Internet marketing
Romance serials and cute guys
Cooking
Making sandwiches
Love songs


I like guys with cute smiles. I am a real sucker for that. As long as the guy has an attractive smile....I will be so infatuated. Heheh....and I find a guy's arm the sexiest part of his body. Yeah...i have a fetish for that. Especially if he wears a shirt with rolled up sleeves to his elbow........I love that. I like guys in shirts.

Life is an illusion. Why be so serious about everything and forget enjoyment?
Shold just learn to feel good...make myself feel good and enjoy life..........YEAH!

Time is just a concept. Why be a slave to the clock? Men invented the clock to create stress. Why bother?