Most times I think my life is a fraud. Cos I am not in love with my hubby...not interested in what I am doing everyday and sick of dealing with a difficult kid. No motivation, no enthusiasm and most of all, not much loving feelings.
I cannot bring myself to be in love with my hubby. I cannot do it. At least not now. I love my kid lots but I am thoroughly sick and tired of his horrible behaviour. I am tired , exhausted and drained in having to pacify him all the time. And I am so overwhelmed by OCD. So depressed with all these stuff. This is me focusing on the negative aspect.
If I am to focus on the positive aspect.....my life is actually pretty good. Lots of things to be grateful and happy about in my life. No doubt there is the boredom but, nonetheless, my life is really joyous. The saying......what you focus on expands is really true. I can be as happy as I want or be as sad as I want...depending on what I focus my thoughts on. Just a flick of the switch and I can be happy. Isnt that fantastic?
From now on..I need to focus on the good stuff in my life and enjoy being me and , most of all, love life. Life is as good or as bad as you think it is. Yup.
From now...focus on having fun and enjoying life. Make everything I do fun. And , whatever it is, LOVE is the answer.
Loosen up. Life can never be perfect all the time. Not even perfect some of the time...so relax...Live and let live. Let life unfold....dun try to resist it..just go with the flow and whatever goes...........Do my part and the rest that I cannot and can never control..............let it be.
Think happy , positive thoughts. Happy also one day. Sad also one day. Might as well choose to be happy.
Love.............
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