Main concern

I think my biggest worry is my kid now. My main concern is that he will not be overly affected by the whole ordeal. I want him to grow up emotionally healthy and happy with lots of love. Also safely. Sigh...he is a boy which makes things tougher.

I am angry. Of cos I am angry. Who won't? But what use is anger? I am equally stressed. Do u think I am not strssed up everyday till burnout? Things are not easy for me as well. Why act in such a cruel manner. Only add to ur immaturity.

I had long expected this so ,more or less, it is a relief for me. I am more stressed with my boy nowadays. Totally absurd behaviour. He needs counselling really. ASAP.

I dun wanna be bitter over this. What point is bitterness? We are all adults here. Let's act more maturedly. If u wanna act so immatured and childish..so be it. That is your choice. I just dun wanna prt of that negative energy. Life goes on. Change is the only constant in this world anyway.

My boy is definitely driving me crazy with his absurd extreme behaviours. I am so damn stressed manz. Really feel so stressed yet feel so helpless. I am already having my hands full with the divorce...yet I still have to deal with this stress. SO tired. Really so tired. WTF is wrong with him?? I am so drained.

I am stressed till I am oblivious to everything else. I am so stressed till I have anxiety and OCD. If this goes on..I will surely break down. WHat am I to do? I need to get him into counselling ASAP. So sad. Really feel like crying. One minute he is fine..next minute he is all weird. Arghhhh....I cannot take it anymore. I really cannot take it anymore. And my ex just bail out and gave the excuse that the boy is abnormal. That's it. Leaving me with all these on my own and yet still have the cheek to want custody? Sigh...ironical.

I had long known that my marriage will end. Now coupled with the stress of the kid..it is ending faster than I thought. But then again..better sooner than later. At least I dun have to waste any more youth in this not that I have any youth left. Why is my boy so problematic? So tired. What is wrong with him?

I had never been happy in this marriage. I had long known that my ex is the type who cannot relate to people or have any kind of meaningful relationship with people. I just dun feel that kind of emotional connection with him. Everything was far too superficial. Sex cannot sustain a marriage. COmpanionship and friendship will. But I dun feel close to him. I doubt he is the type who can be close to anyone.

More or less..this is a relief for me. But of cos..after 12 years together..there are lots of memories. Well...let them be just that....memories. End of this chapter.

The beginning of another new, better, chapter.