Tired

I am tired of all the mind games. Tired of everything. He is always angry. Always. What use is anger? I am tired of it. I am tired of having to be on my guard all the time. Tired.

I saw that woman kept blinking. And now I am doing it. I saw that woman washing her hands obsessively..and now I am doing it. He was making sounds due to stress. And now my turn. I was lying on my bed and I was regretting that I had ruined my health cos of all these. Ireally regret it. I cannot ruin my health further. I need to be healed. Life is too fragile.

Need to be financially independent as well. Invest in myself. The rest..let it be.

Innerpeace.