A New Start

Forgive and forget. Focus on the right things from now on. I have always resisted. Time to embrace instead. Take this as a life purpose. The difference between my sis and I is that she has always taken taking care of her family as a life purpose. But I have always thought of it as a waste of my time. Perhaps this attitude has made it more difficult for me to accept my responsibilities. I have to change my perspetive. Sometimes mental freedom is enough. No one can have a total physical freedom.

Need to refocus on the right things. Develope interests in the things that I should do. Have the discipline to do things that I should so that I can have the time to enjoy the things that I want to do.

Heal myself.....have faith in God. treat this as my life purpose....then I will feel productive instead of feeling that I am wastingmy life.

I can do things simultaneously. I can fulfil all my responsibilities as well as focus on attaining my dreams and spending time on my passions. Strike a balance in everything. Then I will not feel that I am wasting away my time.

I need to achieve financial stability and freedom. A goal to work towards.
Also...I need to clear my head and brain of all the negative thoughts and all the rules. Learn to rely more on my intuition and God. Pray and let go of things that I cannot control. Control the things that I can. Like my attitude.

Here's a toast to a new start for me. I wanna go with the flow..dun try to swim upstream anymore. Too tiring. Let my intuition and my heart lead me more from now on.