Fears

I used to have so many fears as a child. And I am afraid that I am passing these on to my own child. He seems so fearful and worried these days. Not as carefree as he has been. I am worried that he will have as many fear as I had when I was a child. I do not wanna display anything negative to him anymore in case it causes further damage.

I remember that I was the most fearless when I was in my twenties. Before that I had plenty of fears. And after I got married , the fears returned. I began to feel fearful and worried again. Maybe I have more responsibilities..not as carefree as I was in my twenties. I really did enjoy my twenties very much. The best times of my life. Totally fearless.

Maybe I should recapture the feelings I had when I was in my twenties instead of worrying everyday and facing boredom everyday without doing anything about it. Everyday bored and worried and confused. What a freaking way to waste my time.

F**K##@#$%%