Peace

I actually feel peace this morning. Maybe it is the classical music...maybe it is the beautiful morning..maybe I have some time to myself...maybe all three....I actually feel pretty good. That means I have to lengthen my mornings and shorten my nights. COs I feel so depressed at nights. Maybe mornings are more hopeful. Nights are a drag and so damn depressing. Always feel the worse at night. Should sleep earlier and wake earlier to enjoy this peace.

Just wanna let go of the whole situation. I know I have said this a million times. Need to let go and not be too insistent in a lot of things. Sometimes silence is better than arguing. Quarrels are cos u want the other party to think wat u think. Let go of convincing them to your thinking and there is no quarrel. Simple enough right. Sigh...damn sianz of everything. From now I live for the weekends!~~

Aim at feeling good!! I haven't felt good for the longest time. I need to feel good. I need to feel some innerpeacr. This is the time to heal and let healing take place inside me. Too many bad thoughts..too many negative stuff. Need to detox my mind. Get rid of all the negativity. Have a new direction. Have a new hope. Have a new life. I have this feeling that I am on the right path now. Put the negative past behind and be relaxed and at peace in the future and for the future.

It takes guts to let things be. Needs courage to let go of situations. By letting go I du mean don't care a damn anymore and let things deterioriate. By letting go I mean kow ing that I have no control over the whole situation and not trying to control things I have absolutely no control over. To be at peace with the outcome of things I have absolutely no control over. Like I have no control over the actions of others so I have to learn to let go. Dun try to control others...just control my own actions and be honest with how I feel and think. That wll be enough.