I have had a lightbulb moment. Now I know why I have not been happy for the past 12 years. I know now why I have had depression for the past 12 years. I know now why I have not had a moment of peace the past 12 years.
For the past years...the happiest moment I had was giving birth to my kid. Other than that I have been in misery and pain. I was not even happy on my wedding day. I have totally stopped listeing to my heart all these years. I have shut out my woman's intuition. I persisted in something that I know dep down that is not right for me. How to undo my mistake?
I need to rebuild my life again. I need to learn to be independent again. Espeially financially. Only with financial independence then can I break free from all this torture.
I will do it. I can do it. The focus is on myself and my kid now. No more unnecessary nonsense.
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