I feel the lights being switched on inside me. I am more at peace now. Before I forget..some points to take note of :
-What do I really, really, really want?
-The happiest moment of my day.
-My words to myself..positive or negative.
I feel more at peace with myself. Like I am more able to be still and accept stillness.
Dunno ho to describe...but wat I want out of life now..is more spriritual. I believe that people are put into our lives to be our teachers. I have learnt quite a lot from the people around me the things about me. Especially people who push me to my limit.
I have learnt a lot about myself. Like how much patience I have.....my limits.....who I really am. I will take everything as a learning experience from now on. I have learnt more patience and find wisdom and peace in my own company in silence and stillness. All these suddenly make sense.
I have always wanted to fnd an external place to feel happy in, to find innerpeace in...but no matter where I go to...I dun find it. Now I know that this place is actually WITHIN myself and that I can go there whenever I want, wherever I want...whenever I need it. I can tap into this anytime, anywhere. It is a comfort to know that. The joy is within me. My happiness is within me. It is up to me to see it and to feel it. I have to unwrap all the layers of negativity and complication to find it within me and be delighted with the simple pleasures of life. Life is not as complicated as I think it is. Everything happens for a reason. Dun dwell too much into all these. Just find somehting to make myself happy everyday and be happy with the simple pleasures of this beautiful life.
Innerpeace, relaxation, contentment, happiness, laughter.
I just wish that I can shake this OCD soon..it is eating me up. What causes this? Too much stress for a long time? My ability to control the situation? I feel so stressed and scared and tensed till OCD. How to shake this?
It is eating me up alive!!!
I pray for healing soon. I pray fro a life without OCD soon.
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