I prayed to God this morning to let me be emotionally detached from this man. It is just too painful to continue being emotionally attached to him. Need to cut all ties of emotional attahment. Enough of all the verbal and emotional abuse all these years. It had been too tiring. Enough of treading on eggshells everyday. Enough of being the targe of all his anger. Enough of worrying about his judgements. Just that I have had enough.
We get married so as to get a witness to our lives. But the kid of witness he is to my life is way too depressing. Not ever going to work. Have I ever ben happy with him this ast ten years? I dun think so. Been too stressful. He had all along been too petty abd all along had verbally abused me and manioulate me with his constant anger. I have not had a moment of peace since. Why torture myself further. I am going to give up on this as from today. No point hanging on to something that is not even real. The things he had said to me...I know he meant them and it realy hurts. But at least I KNOW THE TRUTH FOR THE TRUTH WILL AND HAS SET ME FREE.
At last I am emotionally and mentally free.
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