Too disppointed for words

I am speechless with disappointment. I cannot believe a person can be that ungrateful. SIaz..I dun wanna give him that much attention anymore. And I do not want him to affect my mood or my life anymore. I am so tired. So may years of nonsense from this one man...surely that is enough. Why is my horizon so arrow? Life is definitely much bigger than this! I ahould broaden my own horizon and make myself happy and reinvent myself and create a different and better direction for myself. i should take very good care of myself iregardless. I am taking the first steps. I give myself a big pat on my back. I have done good. I will do better. I can do it!!!