Me

I have a short term memory. I always forget what I wanna do just 2 seconds after thinking to myself that I wanna do it. I am going to log in to this blog and write about something that I was thinking about just now but once I logged in, I totally forgot what I wanted to write about. Sighzz..this always happens to me. So many times..isn't normal or am I going to be prematurely senile. I dunno...I sometimes can't think, can't focus....double sighzzzzzzzz......

Am I getting better or getting worse? I also dunno...I am just afraid of losing control. Maybe this is one of the many sypmtoms of anxiety disorders. I should not expect my depressive mood to lift overnight. It takes time...soemtimes a period of time so I have to be patient and do the things that I should do to help me in this area.

Just wanna destress and change my negative attitude into a more positive one...hope this helps...I just have to be persistent in this.

Sometimes in good times, I always think I can make it....but when times are bad...when I am in one of those moods...I think so negatively. Sigh...I have to control my thoughts....I have to try..........