Breakthrough

Today is a breakthrough day fo rme. I have always thought that I was doing the right things all along. Now then I realise that I have been doing all the WRONG things and have been doing more harm than good. Sigh.....I have to change my behaviour in order for him to change his behaviour. I have to learn when to hold my tongue. I realise that if I carry on having ao opinion about everything, it will not be beneficial for my son or my marriage. I will try my best. I will slide now and then but at least I know what to do. I am on the right path now. Most of all, have faith.

I have been thinking about this since yesterday night and have a headache as a result. Enough thinking about this. Have a break....enjoy myself today and have a blank mind. My brain desperately needs a rest.

But I am at peace. Relaxxxxxx........calmmmmmm.......hehee :P