Do I know?

Do I know what I want now? Can I even get what I want. I am in a confused state now. Not enjoying any innerpeace at the moment. I feel more numb than unhappy. Like I dun care anymore. Whatever.

I guess I dun like being alone. And there's no one to talk to except this blog about my innermost thoughts. I really wish I have someone to talk to. I gues I need someone after all. I dun wanna be alone.

I am tired....really tired. I dun wanna think....plan or do anything anymore. I just wanan let go of everything cos I am too fatigued to care. Too weary to carry on like this. I am shutting down but I dun want that.

How did I end up feeling like this??